Mystic 1800

What I understand under word "relationship"* is simply willingness to share life with another person, it's just like friendship with little differences.
   * I'm talking about intimate relationships through whole post; so when I write -relationship- please have in mind, that I'm thinking about this particular type of relationships.

First of first, I believe love should be part of relationship, however, love is much wider than relationship itself. I actually see quite a lot of selfishness and limitations (+hate,jealousy,etc..) in many relationships, while I consider love to be wide, open and pure (as I wrote about it).

We could imagine relationship as soup, and love is water. So it's (main) ingredient, but it's quite modified, and mixed with other things.

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Not so long ago, I heard a song about love. And there was one verse, saying: "love is pain"; It's commonly accepted nowadays, that love is pain, suffering, fear. We really can read about that everywhere, we can see that in movies, we can hear that in a lot of songs. That's so real for us, that we think, we actually feel it: "ohh, I'm crying now, because of love".

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The tough day is finished. Everything I want to do now, it's to lie down, take a book, and read. I started to think about the content, can in comprehend it?

The sky is gray, and the clock showing almost three, it seems more though - seems like evening actually. Snowflakes are twirling in soft, but very cold wind. I like it, even though it's very cold. I arrive to the parking place, my car is alone there. All around it's emptiness. I think that's strange, on another day, and on same time, this parking place would totally full. Well, I drop those thoughts, as rage arise in me - since car's lock failed again. I stop spinning the key - I see someone is approaching me. I breath in, and turn around - raise my head up - to see the face of the person standing near me. It's a girl, I know her, but as usually I don't know from where and how. Her face it's pretty and so familiar. I recognize her, in a moment, when she in question say my name. Actually more than just recognize her, - the whole past, all moments we spend together flashes before my eyes. I can't understand, why didn't I recognized her at once.

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