Mystic 1800

I once bought four yogurts - they seemed really delicious, I could have eaten them all at once. But don't know why, I decided I'll not eat them, I decided to save them instead. On some point they expired, so I couldn't do anything else, but throw them away.

I once had a girlfriend, and oh, how I became bored with her. Lying in that bed, nothing to say or to do anymore. I just didn't care if she's there or not.
  Only when she said goodbye, I realized, how much was there, to share with her. But she was gone, for good.

I once had the youth, and oh, how I wanted to grow up -- and so my youth has passed, don't know when and how.

I once had the life. How much was there to do, to see and experience. I realized, I saw so clear, on some point, right before everything has passed, right before the expiration, right before, I was thrown away.
    And then, I was floating in infinity and I wasn't me, and even before I had a chance to be judged by myself, for all the beings I hurt, I was judged by myself, for one particular being which I hurt the most - the being, which I hurt, and let down, I wasted life of that being. How could I.
  I - the thing that left, screamed, and the scream was so intense, that I waked up. It was morning.

The birds were singing, and I felt and smelled freshness of the early spring. The world outside was so green. I decided I'll eat my yogurts, and I hugged my girl, and shared the morning with her. And I enjoyed the youth.
  I don't know, if that morning ever passed.