Mystic 1800

What I understand under word "relationship"* is simply willingness to share life with another person, it's just like friendship with little differences.
   * I'm talking about intimate relationships through whole post; so when I write -relationship- please have in mind, that I have in mind about this particular type of relationships.

First of first, I believe love should be part of relationship, however, love is much wider than relationship itself. I actually see quite a lot of selfishness and limitations (+hate,jealousy,etc..) in many relationships, while I consider love to be wide, open and pure (as I wrote about it).

We could imagine relationship as soup, and love is water. So it's (main) ingredient, but it's quite modified, and mixed with other things.

When it comes to relationship, the biggest problem is understanding what relationship should be, and our ideas about it, are really quite strange; so, relationship based on such a ideas easily fail, even if it had potential in the beginning.

To be single (for longer period of time) is very often considered as some kind of curse, and the single person, feels like a big failure. Very often, people consider single person as odd - and above all, as unhappy. Can relationship equals happiness, and can being single, be worst than being in bad relationship?

Is it true that, no matter how unhappy you are in the relationship - it can't be worst than being single?

Well, it doesn't make sense to me.

Relationship of two persons with such a strange ideas, must turn into something awful and frightening -- after all, they both were (at least partly) pushed into relationship because of fear of being single (and fear of being odd, unhappy, etc..)

The funny thing is, that many people wrongly understand world "single", they're confusing it with word "alone"; that's not correct of course - being single isn't the same as being alone. Being single is just not being in relationship, and being alone, is being on your own (no people around you whatsoever, no friends, - nothing). Thing that cause even further confusion is (conscious or subconscious) mixing of words "alone" and "lonely", which leading into wrongly believing that "single" equals "lonely" -- and of course, we don't wanna feel lonely.
But, I'm thinking, being in a bad relationship, where the other person doesn't consider you, the relationship in which you constantly feel ignored, - isn't that just the same or actually even worst than feeling lonely?

For good (healthy) relationship, which won't bring pain and frustration into our life, we must first learn to be single.

To be single

To be single, it's not something that we need to fix, it's not limitation whatsoever. We can fully function while single, and mostly important - we can be happy. The first thing we must be aware of, is that being single it's totally fine, and that the relationship won't bring any salvation.

We absolutely must start consider ourselves as individual person, which is able to survive and be happy without relationship.

As we realize that, and actually consider ourselves as such, we can stop seeking for someone, and we can dedicate time, to our life; to develop it, to realize who we are, where we're going. In other words, to grow and to be alive.
I know quite a lot of really young persons (persons of my age), which are really frustrated because they're single. I think that's absolutely silly, there's no need to be frustrated because of that.

We must fill our life, and when we're going into the relationship, we must bring this fullness with us. There's great song - with title "Don't Give Me Your Life", and basically all that girl is singing is only: don't give me your life,... :) It did kind of imprint into my memory, and it sure does make a good point.

The relationship

When we start the relationship, even if we came full into it, we very soon give our life to the other person, we merge it too much, I believe.

The good relationship is such, in which two persons living their own life, the dependence which is happening, should be only subtle, there shouldn't be dependence which emotionally or physically prevents one to leave at any given moment. From that perspective, we can understand relationship as friendship, as - above all, that's how relationship should be.

Love one another, but make not a bond of love:
Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.
Fill each other's cup but drink not from one cup.
Give one another of your bread but eat not from the same loaf
Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone,
Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music.
-- Kahlil Gibran

I don't believe there's one right person for anyone, it makes no sense to me. Once someone said to me: "in this big city, lives so many men, how can I ever find the right one?", I believe, there's not one right person among millions of wrong persons, - I believe there's just millions chances.

To believe in one right person, is quite narrow minded, and it's very limiting, and even selfish, and above all it may become very frustrating, when we realize that the persons for which we believed it's the right one, for so long, turns out to be wrong. We suffer, and we very wrongly believe, there won't be another like he/she was.

What I really enjoy is not you; it's something that's greater than both you and me. It is something that I discovered, a kind of symphony, a kind of orchestra that plays one melody in your presence, but when you depart, the orchestra doesn't stop. When I meet someone else, it plays another melody, which is also very delightful. And when I'm alone, it continues to play. There's a great repertoire and it never ceases to play. -- Anthony de Mello

From the same reason I don't believe in marriage. Marriage is contract, and doesn't offer anything, nor love, nor permanency. Nowadays it's very easy to get divorce, so it's not even any insurance that two will stay together, and most important - it's not insurance that two will understand each other, and that they'll be able to live together happily.
Beside that, even if would be any kind of insurance - I want we both to be free; me and the persons with which I'm in relationship - should be able to leave, at any time, whenever we feel so. I believe in dialog, openness, I'd like to get some explanation if she'd leave me, and I would be hurt probably - but I don't believe she owe me anything, neither I owe her anything. Actually, I insist: she never should feel like owing me anything.

Him that I love, I wish to be free -- even from me. -- Anne Morrow Lindbergh

The relationship, is walking on some path together, and when that path split, both must go into their own way.
The life of person, the personal development and happiness, it's more important than the relationship. The relationship should be tool, the helping to achieve mentioned things, but never obstacle.

I don't have in mind, that things should be perfect all the time, but I do believe, we all sense very soon (not after years of suffering, but much sooner) that things doesn't work anymore. In that case, our duty is to leave. To free ourselves, and to free the persons with which we're in relationship. -- And if we love that person? -- If we truly love that person, then we won't even think about it - we'll leave immediately.
How about trying to fix things first? -- I believe in fixing and dialog, and when that's possible, things aren't so messed anyway. But sometimes (often), things can't be solved with talking, in many cases we have monologue rather than dialog. The best thing in that case it leaving. Not hating, not threatening, just leaving.

Our life isn't subjected to anyone, our life is too short to waste it on any drama - therefore, when we find ourselves in drama, we should escape it. We don't have to run, but we do have to terminate it. Spend yeas for fixing something, that hardly ever worked, makes no sense at all.

No matter good or bad, relationship is a chance to grow. Even if your relationship is totally messed, there's still some message in it - something important to learn - maybe you need learn to leave, or learn to survive on your own.
Don't see just the relationship, but above all, chance for something great, something above you and your partner, something - that bring you two together, even if into a bad relationship. But don't insist for the sake of relationship, or because of fear of being alone (&lonely), put that energy into the realization, into seeing what's there to see.